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and i, too, felt ready to start life all over again. it was as if that great rush of anger had washed me clean, emptied me of hope, and, gazing up at the dark sky spangled with its signs and stars, for the first time, the first, i laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe.


27 July 2014
current face while trying to do homework in molasses

7:08 pm  4 notes

current face while trying to do homework in molasses

27 July 2014
“Growing up, I didn’t read novels by women. It’s not that I didn’t want to. It’s almost like I didn’t think that I needed to or, I guess, I didn’t know that I needed to. I was perfectly happy in a world contained by men. I adopted the posture of the brooding male as my own. I was Salinger, I was Kerouac, I was any male protagonist in a novel that one of my boyfriends recommended. I didn’t know that there was a specific female sadness so I was content with relating to a generalized one. And in a way, reading these novels was less of a way to relate and more of a way to learn how to be the type of girl that these male novelists liked. One of my first ambitions wasn’t to be a writer – it was to be a writer’s muse.”

— Gabby Bess, in Dazed (via electric-cereal)

THE ACCURACY

THE ACCURACY

(via altlitgossip)

12:41 pm  973 notes

25 July 2014

the cloud has somehow managed to permeate its way into my iphone music

but somehow it’s all music that i listened to in eighth grade

aka a lot of japanese music…

managed to get my phone to not include anything in the cloud (i dont even want the cloud??? dont know how any of it got there - feeling violated) however somehow a single song by ai otsuka remains

and if it ever comes up on shuffle i will probably turn a shade of red never before seen by the naked eye

12:00 pm  3 notes

25 July 2014

heartthieves:

I used to think I was happiest when I was surrounded by friends but now I see that I am happiest + healthiest when I’m alone

I’m so happy I’ve come to this realization probably the greatest lesson New York has taught me

A year ago/1 month ago I would’ve thought that living alone would be sad

But now I CANT FFUUUUCKKKING WAAIAIAIAIAIYTTTTTTT

It’s goddamn time to grow the fck up stop taking on stupid problems to distract myself + take care of myself and my shit and fucking go for my dreams cuz fuck this sad girl 2014 bullshit


fuck this sad girl 2014 bullshit

most brilliant way imaginable of putting it

11:53 am  3 notes

24 July 2014
current face while looking at/for apartments

2:27 pm  3 notes

current face while looking at/for apartments

17 July 2014

12:26 pm  3 notes

LIFE UPDATE

feel as though I have nothing to say, nothing I want to say about my life as of right now so here, try to understand thanks everyone

15 July 2014

"I’ve been drunk for two months"

-izzy

2:12 pm  4 notes

11 July 2014

6:48 pm  220,982 notes

orteil42:

seven vagànias

(Source: neilcicierega, via nosdrinker)

09 July 2014

heartthieves:

friendlyworld3:

soft—reset:

what are flies looking for?

Brittany Cota’s death grip

fuck w me

1:54 pm  19 notes

06 July 2014
Alec took a photo of me on his roof and I’m still sort of shocked at how badass I look

9:21 pm  8 notes

Alec took a photo of me on his roof and I’m still sort of shocked at how badass I look

s.t.